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"I guess I maybe had a couple expectations
Thought I'd get to them, but no I didn't"
                                           (C) mxmtoon - Prom Dress

this is like the general one. The song overall tho sounds cringe to some extent, is so real. To me. like ...Everyone seemed to say it was so great
But did I miss out, was it a huge mistake?, everyone genuinly had fun from what i asked. and ....Affecting others is the last thing I would do
I keep to myself though I want to break through should i say more? most insane part is .....I guess I thought that prom was gonna be fun But now I'm sitting on the floor and all I wanna do is run, cuz its the exact scene of me sitting at 3 am in my empty room on my half asssembled luggage, hiding, overstimulated, dissapointed over my, unrealistic mayb, expectations for that "big day". I put like whole song there, embarrasing, last one ......I hold so many small regrets And what-ifs down inside my head Some confidence, it couldn't hurt me My demeanor is often misread. starting from the last line, love the word choice for demeanor, i feel deep connections since i googled it and used it in my own poetry. About confidence i was told STRAIGHTFORWARDLY to my face from multiple people. And i surely agree. And regrets is basic human factor. Like today i regret buying that bag of chips.